Ellie-Jean and Zach on WhatsApp 8/18/26, 8:48:06 PM

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‎Voice call, ‎48 min

Argue with the wall, you’re wrong

You’ve never met me. They have spent their whole lives listening to everyone say the same thing about my skin. So you’re doing that men thing where you’re negging

Just lying for no reason

Google images of me

Show where I look remotely white

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You look great

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‎Voice call, ‎25 min

Honestly Holly was more upset than me because you seem to just not be aware

But I’m gunna hang with her.
Do not compare us. Foster a healthy environment. Her & I are having a great time. Dancing. Please don’t be contrarian

I know but this is looks

Go compare yourself to Molly see how she reacts. It’s not normal to compare us looks wise and you’ve not faced what I have Ed wise or just sexually regarding my looks

If you think I’m overreacting go try it on someone else

How the fuck am I complicated?!?

Uncle raped me @ 8, surfing industry sex trafficked me for over a decade. I was told to lose 10 kilos at this competition I’m going to show you the exact competition in the photo below. I have spent more meals throwing up with fingers down my throat than not. I have had more sexual encounters that were non consensual than consensual.
We are working together and we are in an industry that solely focuses on looks.

I can’t delete the once’s I added without deleting them all

Ignore last couple

Taking up so much of my time when I need to be editing proving my fucking existence to you

Stop calling me dramatic. You’re the one who wanted to compare

And I didn’t want you to see fucking psychical abuse

Fucking delet

Don’t look

All these r in the folder “hate”

Cause this was worst period of life.

Then foster a safe environment it’s your fucking job

I don’t want to feel not good enough

Yep

It’s like you don’t have to capacity to see the depth of what it’s like to understand your body is currency and still is. Your body isn’t fucking currency. It’s not what you are valued for

You’re probably thinking oh i had it bad once kids bullied me. No. We are not the same

Rape and violence is different

Oh
My god

Character wise we are unique

That’s it.

Everybody does

So insecure has to laugh at a verifiable fact

So judge

“Spare me”

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Sure

Whatever you say boss

Then why laugh?

???

Yeah for sure

Just contextually I feel my walls are up & I don’t want to feel that way at all

Maybe go easy on the beverages if you’re gunna be nasty idk I’m feeling hurt like im not good enough lookswise

And I’ve worked really fucking hard on my weight my looks

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Yeah so

You didn’t react like they did

Honestly calm up- you should be more outtense

Yeah you don’t gaf about jealousy so fuck it

Unblocked J, & Dave

They were like wow you’re fucking amazing 10/10 you’re perfect and you were like mehhh I’m hotter than you here’s a selfie of me

Nope

I have attention

Trust me i don’t need that

Yeah well you’re not giving me what I need

I don’t feel pretty

I don’t feel loved

I don’t feel like you want me all to yourself

Every girl wants that

It’s easy to go back to these guys they give me that feeling of protection and safety

Like I just want you all to myself

And I feel like I’ve asked you to give me this

All day you’re like idgaf

I reckon you’re just like the rest of us— you’re insecure as all fuck

And it’s exhausting