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8/29/26, 5:21:39 AM
Okay. What’s going on. Why am I feeling like I’m disappointing you, like I’m in trouble, like I’ve done something wrong? I don’t know how much more communication I can give.
8/29/26, 9:31:34 AM
It’s just hard to go from super connected to out in the cold
8/29/26, 12:52:09 PM
I’m sleeping im sorry for whatev it us I did
8/29/26, 5:56:56 PM
Hey how are you?
8/29/26, 8:57:32 PM
Good. How are you just woke up
Awww
I couldn’t quite understand what you said just then they said what exactly? Now don’t get ripped offf like a Hayden girl?
Haha I’m just joking
I told Brandan and Ximena all about you
No I couldn’t understand
And you asked what cologne I wear, when I was in LA.. so there it is 
And you asked what cologne I wear, when I was in LA.. so there it is 
Who Canadian girl
Is it a saying
No, it’s a very Zach story.. that blonde Canadian ripped me off for 90k
True
Nice
Where’s that
Three out of the four guys are pro actors.. and you’ll definitely meet Brandan and Ximena
Three out of the four guys are pro actors.. and you’ll definitely meet Brandan and Ximena
Felina, in Hipodromo
That’s our crew for tonight
8/29/26, 9:27:51 PM
Very nice
Lemme know if you need coffee, or attention, or anything
I wanna get back to good
Would fucking love a coffee
Need to stop being paranoid we are good
That’s HILARIOUS coming from you, but yes yes good good
Where from?
Just doing heaps of stuff for my mental health
Bless you, Jeanie
IDC honestly anywhere
Adore you forever
Cooly espresso?
Coffee + a 2 sweet tweets
Yeah perfect
Just a moment, darling dearest
Can always rely on the Coffey club
That’s what I hear 😉
😂
Fuck yeah
8/29/26, 11:15:35 PM
I’m leaving soon
Miss your face
Miss yours too
8/29/26, 11:37:27 PM
I understand, what I’m asking is for you to grasp the severity of where I’m at mentally. So you know about addiction and mental health. Your brother & I relapsed like within days of each other and I did hear you say something to the effect of (talking about Jess) “she thinks having an adderall is bad for his sobriety”. So technically I’m not dual diagnosis but every addict in my opinion must be careful with any dual drugs. Opioids I’ve been clean since 2016. But/however alcohol is not great to relapse on because it makes me unwell. How is your brother doing? He’s been on my mind so much. He went from being with you and Jess to suddenly relapsing and then single and alone. I keep thinking about his mental state and how horrible it must be. For me I am so privileged, so lucky, so fucking grateful my country simply where I was born takes mental health seriously.
I get it, I truly do.. Noah’s ok, but I think he got back with Jess
I take mental health seriously too
I’m glad he did. It would have been too hard to be alone in that state and I had hoped he had someone. It’s brutal he relapsed & you fight with her than took off. He wasn’t left with many if any resources. It’s not like he can go to a luxurious rehabilitation centre but that’s what he needs in my opinion.
So yeah until I’m back to square one I’m just following orders doctors are giving me. I speak with Dr hardy & Dr Shelby this afternoon and I spoke with Dr Williamson this morning.
Could be.. he was never one to admit weakness (or to have much in the way of social skills). In that way, we are a bit different
I’m glad you’re getting the support you need
Most days he smoked though as did you and you don’t mind a drink……..
I can handle anything.. that’s my gift. Long stretches of sobriety or the opposite
That’s also way I can handle you.. so complex
Oh totally
But I wouldn’t have it any other way
I do adore you
And I will come down there
I know. Everyone does
No. My adoration for you is different
I see you for exactly who you are
Mmhmmm
It is.. and you should be grateful for it
As I am grateful for you
Good to be self aware
I agree
8/30/26, 12:05:13 AM
Wanna have a call?
I am doing eft & emdr
So that’s it?
What?
Just the vibe change
Oh my god
Is this something I just need to adjust to?
My life is on the line and all you can think about is a relationship.
Considering you used to work at a rehab I’d think you know the stats or data surrounding % of ppl who remain sober I will drop you in a split second. I am part of the data that shows it works, if you keep this bullshit up if you keep harassing me to talk lovey dovey and call when I’m trying to get through the day I’m done
Considering you used to work at a rehab I’d think you know the stats or data surrounding % of ppl who remain sober I will drop you in a split second. I am part of the data that shows it works, if you keep this bullshit up if you keep harassing me to talk lovey dovey and call when I’m trying to get through the day I’m done
TRY to think about someone else try to think from someone else’s point of view
8/30/26, 12:46:49 AM
It seems like you’re extremely unhappy with me
I’m extremely frustrated you want all of my attention and you don’t seem to understand what I’m going through
We haven’t talked about it at all
You turned on me.. that seems quite clear
You’re projecting. How can you say that? Why does everything have to feel like pulling teeth? Zac a relapse is serious to me. I have lots of important steps and safety measures so that I can get myself on the right track. Instead of understanding that and supporting me you are questioning my loyalty you’ve made several references to me being like some other girl who sent you videos for money in return, told your friends or they told you just like your bookkeeper that I’m like her. I don’t know what to do.
My journey with sobriety is important. If you can’t accept that I don’t know what to do.
My journey with sobriety is important. If you can’t accept that I don’t know what to do.
You don’t have to do anything
All I’m trying to do is keep in touch.. but your attitude toward me seems to have changed
I’m not projecting.. I trying to understand
You worked at a clinic. 2 correct?
Heard of ever heard of the term “relapse prevention” “relapse intervention” “DBT/CBT” “EMDR” all of these systems are emotional outreach during intense periods of struggling with mental health & addiction issues.
Heard of ever heard of the term “relapse prevention” “relapse intervention” “DBT/CBT” “EMDR” all of these systems are emotional outreach during intense periods of struggling with mental health & addiction issues.
Yeah, I get it.. and it seems like you’re angry at me for some reason
I would like to understand what you’re going through more clearly
Zac. What I am dealing with, with the utmost respect, is up to me to share or not to share. You are requesting access for more information on what I’m going through and when I try to put a boundary in place in a kind way or in a firm way it seems like you will not take any of what I am communicating to you as an answer. If you would like more information on what I’m going through even though I have sent extensive information data I’ve provided my background my history my personal experiences, the only thing I can offer is perhaps turning to a friend or a therapist to discuss in depth how you’re feeling. You can use AI, you can speak with your former colleagues at cliffside or passages about inpatient treatment and what that entails. I can’t emotionally be held in this feedback loop to your daily negative thought patterns about me. I have given you more than enough information I have even gone so far as to give you my personal doctors names. And still it is not good enough for you. I have given you time schedules of exactly who I’m speaking to and what time, what it is that I am doing, what they are prescribing me as homework to get on the right track. And because I can’t be happy Ellie and put on a face you are spiralling giving me whiplash. It is causing me stress. I am feeling stressed. Are you able to accept that this has nothing to do with you? Are you able to accept that majority of my day is about getting back into a healthy routine as an outpatient? Are you able to accept that it is not healthy for me to be focused on anything other than getting back to square one?
I don’t feel comfortable doing an outpatient program with you making passive aggressive comments, questioning my actions, demanding to understand things and when provided information it being not good enough, and essentially having to listen to the narrative you are telling me is ongoing that is not true
I’m not demanding anything
What’s not true is saying this has nothing to do with me
If I care for you, it has a lot to do with me
Maybe you’re not accustomed to having someone around that has experience with this stuff, but that doesn’t give you the right to antagonize me
Jesus Christ
I get that you’re not in a good way.. I didn’t put you there and all I would like is to be part of your life
I don’t know what to say. I’ve said everything I could. Insane accusations.
What insane accusations?
Your continued projection on what you deem to be the narrative is delusional. You think I have no one around that cares for my mental well being. I have my dad who is becoming very very very very close to calling you, I have my sister, my doctors, my friends. These are people that can help. What are you doing by helping you have caused more stress if anything
And now you’re threatening me via Jason?
I’m not being rude or anything
Projection. How is that a threat? Explain?
I can’t do this again not today. You love to argue and I cannot do it
Do you want to be left alone?
It’s not good for my mental health
YES!
Unless you would like to offer support, then I cannot go around and around and around with passive aggressive comments, accusations, pressure, I can’t do it
I’ve been very supportive
Oh. My. God.
We had a really good thing for about a month
I’m sorry if I can’t do exactly what you wanted
I did try
I’m not mad at you.. I just wanted to have a call
This is not what support is
How can I better support you?
You want a call? You just have to push and push and push
Communication..
Support looks like “EMDR is fantastic and I’m happy you’re doing it”
“I hope today is better than yesterday”
“Just checking in…. Thinking about you 🫶🏼”
Ok
It’s a fucking relapse zac.
I don’t want to die.
Read the fucking data on this shit
You worked at these places yet relapse seems to be not that serious to you?!?????
It’s a fucking relapse!!!!!
Relapsing doesn’t mean cutting off people who are close to you
I honestly just wanted to understand things better
But I get it
And I’m not doing that. But I have been instructed to cease all activities involving tech, every upload is done by Holly for my socials. No video games. No doom scrolling. These are active practices in my doctors heavy recommendations they aren’t even recommended they’re fucking orders
I’ve skipped EMDR therapy because we’ve talked this long
Which I’m not blaming you. But it doesn’t help.
I HAVENT VEEB ON SOCIAL MEDIA AT APP
ALL
Interesting
I want you to be happy and well
I AM SHOCKED YOU THUNK I BAVE BEEN???????????
That’s weird that you are seeing when I’m active online that’s strange and what I would deem as inappropriate
I don’t like that.
I don’t like that at all
We had a streak on TikTok that you said wasnimportant to you
BEFORE I FUCKING RELAPSED
and informed you heavily of my plans moving forward
Also…. I MISSED EMDR THERAPY…. does that matter to you???????????
Sound happy as a clam
If it matters to you, it matters to me
Do your thing
There’s no need to rage on me
You can ask for what you want
And I’ll do whatever
I just feel frustrated doing circles every day because I’m not behaving in a way that you want me to
You’re ok
I just like talking
Hmm. I like talking to. Do you know what else I like? Being alive. Not waking up hungover with suicidal thoughts
Yeah, ok
You don’t have to like please me
I like you for who you are
I say that all the time
Go do your EMDR
I’m not gonna run off
I might bother you sometimes 😇
If you’re well versed in psychology as you’ve stated & well versed in addiction then what does this mean?
“If missing Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing therapy is important to you… it’s important to me 🤟”. Like?????????
“If missing Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing therapy is important to you… it’s important to me 🤟”. Like?????????
I MISSED THE APPOINTMENT BECAYSE IVE BEEN ACTIVWTING MY FYCKING CORTISOL ARGHING WITH YIU TO TRY TO STOP VILLAINISING ME AND YNDERSTAND WHERE I AN AT
I’m not villainizing you in any way
…
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We miss tone sometimes over text
…..
Which is why I wanted a call
….
That’s the vibe I got
….
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Yeah, that was my interpretation
Because we haven’t spoken or cleared the air
I’m sort of in the dark
I get the big picture stuff but the nitty-gritty seems mysterious
What more can I do to coddle your feelings and put my own getting better aside?
Wanna wrap it up?
Yeah yeah
Sorry to be blunt but my idk…my LIFE IS ON THE LINE
Ok
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