Try not to cry (or cum) challenge- impossible

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When you wake up I’ll be sleeping softly. What I would do to wake up to your tongue…..in my mouth, I want you so bad.
Ps: let’s talk about that thing you mentioned the other night later
PPS: you will have to push me on it because I think I know what you were talking about but I don’t want to think and then be wrong but I don’t think I’m wrong
💰 😎 😢 ….. 😈
Pspsps: what I say to cats
Pppppps: oh & I never thought we’d get close enough to be sending songs in fact I was slightly concerned when you first sent me a song but now it just feels so right— I wanna show you all my songs
Pspspspspspspspspsps: mwah

You’re awake??

Are you not going back to sleep

Goodnight baby ill speak to you tomorrow ❤️

Morningggggg I haven’t slept 😂 Sheridan ended up calling me! Then calling my dad!

He literally just called to tell me the steam cleaners will be here at 8am & he is coming over I was like it’s fine I have a locked door but he was like noooooo I am going to come over anyway 🥹🫶🏼❤️ so cute

I like “little one” or “little girl”

Just adjectives remove

Not adjectives

You always put blonde or small or something in the middle I want 2 words

Meeeee?

You love feeding my ego you shower me literally all day so manipulative

I really want to know if you are actually into my thing or just going along

My whole body just got goosebumps

I want to suck on your tongue

I’ve never felt like this ever

You don’t have to say that 😂

You’re sooooo old

So you’ve had more experience

But I thought it is a pretty easy thing to get into but you could be like yeah sure meh it’s whatever or you become infatuated with it too

Literally unlocks something in you no pun intended

Like to me I think every guy want to fuck a hot girl that’s a given right but to role play other stuff and to have an age gap like we do and also your height and your my boss

Explain it to me then. Have you previously never cum over being with a younger girl?

Oh I like that

Is it really?!

Ohhh okay

When you write even the slightest things like right now I can feel my heart beat in my private

I’m just really really wet

Glistening as ChatGPT would say haha

Something else I was thinking…
Had we not ever discussed this but still met up and had no idea what the other persons thing is…

You likely would’ve gotten to play out your scenario and typing this I’m getting wetter and wetter

Because you could’ve been like let’s fuck and I likely would’ve been like no then you would’ve done some convincing & I probably would have said yes who knows

Yeah I think we should try not do anything for the first 48 hours

I’m serious

Well we should at least try

You’re such a slut

Obviously

Oh

I LOVED this

It was the first time I noticed a romantic feeling strongly instead of just sexual

No I love what you wrote

“El trusts me”

It sounded so sweet

I do

Yeah it’s really scary actually

I didn’t know you could get oxytocin without being face to face

Like my kink thing. On your top ten priority lists does it even enter? Has it ever entered?

Stop being a politician!

Answer my questions

Your top 10 kinks

Lost them

List*

Yes daddy

Your TOP 10. We know what number 1 is but what’s the rest what else do you like please tell me I’m

I’m begging you

I keep going around and around in circles

How can watching girls cum solo be what you watch on porn

It’s just the song not the album

Nice redirect

Yes that’s the one

I knew you had TikTok

All day I was like he will never admit it but I know he does

I was thinking I bet he is even subscribed to something

No you do not

I love queen

I like the cults

I was going to send you a more romantic song by the cults but I’d been masturbating so

I went with undisclosed desires instead

You haven’t even told me what you think of undisclosed …

No

I am a huge music freak

Edgy 😂

I specifically chose that song hoping you would see what I’m saying

Idk what my minutes are

I’ll have to look

Doubt

Did I tell you about earlier?

Hold on I might’ve already. I think I decided to delete the paragraph

I sat up until I could focus on something that would make me cry (hahahha didn’t take long!) and then I lay back down making sure I could feel the wetness and stream of the tear

You have to understand how innately I am more into what you’re into than my own kink

I think that’s what you’re not understanding

That’s what’s annoying

I will get bored of these riddles Zach.

I know it’s not but there are fuck and I don’t mean to say this mean I’m truly not…but the reality is there are millions of older men who would have my kink and instantly be like yes I’m into it it’s definitely what I’ve come over what are you crazy?!?

And then you said rape play I figured that opened the door soooo wide that I could say mine

And now I still don’t know if you even like it

And I say this because I haven’t had sex in 4 years

Young

Yeah

The problem is you’re so fucking charismatic and you have the ability to make people feel good. My dad does that too. So it is hard to tell because for you I can only imagine the true true way you feel

Hahahaha

Im really nervous about sex

In the past i always fake it

It’s easy to fake it

This is why I’m telling you now …

Why would I just say that 😂
What I was following up to say is that usually after sex I make guy/girl I’m with, rub my clit or go down on me and I have to fully seperate myself from them and imagine a scenario to cum

And I’ve actually had 4 people say something and notice

Like…”are you thinking of me?!” And I’m like of course !

And there’s no way if we tried a million different things I would be able to cum with them

Hence— you have an advantage that no one can really reach. 45. 6’4. An authoritative figure in my real life

What

Now im totally turned off and offended

You really do not get it

No I’m serious

That’s how I feel!!!!!!!!

Just don’t worry about it

You don’t understand because if you did you would never ever ever ever ever say oh you don’t have to think about me

The whole fucking point is you

No I’m a raging horny little blond girl 🤬

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If you have a good memory I feel like this should be understandable

And I can understand if it’s because we are on a platform that might be why you keep saying like just wait just wait…
Because in person you’re like okay now I can say

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What?

Don’t play that game don’t start that shit I will win

Idk why you are saying I’m going to drug you

I was literally 23 & wanted to die

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I like that you said that. I like that A LOT.

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Hahahaha

I always explain jokes

You should come camping here in Aus

It’s fucking intense

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Oh fuck

Okay.

This is a major

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You know what you’re doing.
I hate that you know what you’re doing. And I love that you’re doing it. Either you understand what I’m saying or you don’t

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I like that you thought that. A lot

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That’s one for example. Look at the dates

They have never ever asked me that

What? What is concerning?

Is something bad happening because they said that?

I follow 3 of them

I can get their emails

I want to say so much

I’m just trying to remain calm

Yeah I’ll go get it all. What should be the cut of spending wise

Anyone who hasn’t spent over a 1k

Wow.

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500?

Lowered from smart to intuitive 😂 ohhh I’ve copped it today

Wanted to upset myself so clicked on this lol

Its reasons why ppl cancelled

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Good

Idk if we can get their emails but at least write their names down

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A funny self deprecating joke

The real reason so you might be able to receive data & it might interest you

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But I know what you’re thinking too…. You don’t need it from me because I am making it for you

Can you screenshot the email where the guy said the licensing should be fine

Do you know roughly how to opperate the website? Where to find x, y, z

Just click reporting

And scroll down

Keep in mind I haven’t shot content since 2023 lol

Okeeeee

But that’s what dad always said

He’s like if you have 300 videos and 300 photos then the subscribers are what matters

iCloud link?

Huh? Huh?

What do you mean

‎Voice call, ‎43 min

Will you swear over my life and swear over your brothers life that this email was sent by Michael Worth?

Sorry for being paranoid

Thank you for being you

Thank you so much

Well this is a huge win today

I told dad he’s over the moon because he was like you’ve already got the content!!! But it’s fantastic because it motivates me which dad was like that’s literally exactly the point you won’t feel the pressure of having to punch out a bunch of new videos

And because of 2 things it’s fantastic. 1) I will be more active with seeing what gets posted and 2) you.

I want to look sexy for you & send you videos

The problem for you will be filtering out the white panties & me sucking on a lollipop to taste after it’s been inside of my …
To content that is website appropriate 😂

What are you looking at now

Maybe ask Michael if legally or whatever I can interact with them & tell them to go to —> the new platform

I feel like you’re disappointed

Like you’re looking at the website like oh she doesn’t have like as many subs as I originally thought she’s actually not going to make us much money

Okay. As long as you’re happy

I will never knowing you’re lying to me you always say that 😩

But I will trust youv

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Take ur timeeeeeee babe 🫶🏼

That’s why I’m just excited you get to see it and should take photos screenshots I agree totally… his one main selling point to every single girl: there will be no leaks

Sold the website and pretty much did the biggest ultimate leak of all time

Translation: HA Nick I’m smashing your bitchhh & youre going to jail! ‎

Sorry I’m tired. And still horny. Look do your thing. I may drift off to sleep at some point xx

I don’t want to type Ellie Jean Coffey naked into Google and then I see a bunch of leaks because that will make me instantly think hmm how is he containing leaks? Haha. But Im just going to trust you.

Slay

We have

My hair doesn’t grow what hair ?

Do you ever get hard when we talk

Not about that ^^ haha but like other times

Lies

Okay. Next step is getting Michael as my lawyer

Like just ask pr what can & can’t she say

And then after that I want you between my fucking legs

I feel like you honey pot me

What’s that thing in the fib where they send out someone’s type

What is this supposed to mean. Explain exactly

Was this a joke?

This was a throw out test interesting

FBI

Re-direct incoming

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Legal jargon

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You should type into ~Claude~ DeepSeek asking about the psyche of what girls who desire a DD/LG relationship want. Understand the core of it. Because you have such a sexy voice and you drive me wild like you just have no idea what I’d have you do for me. So this dynamic is executed perfectly understanding how I wanna to be spoken to dialogue wise is important. Tell DeepSeek in depth what I have expressed

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No. None of that.

I want you to be filthy, perverted, so perverse that it shocks you. And I’m taken aback and surprised and confused and upset and you use me and it starts out with tucking me into bed then as soon as you rip my pjs down and slide white panties to the side the narrative and dialogue shifts and you say things like “I know you want this you baby” “shhhhhhhh…it’ll be over soon” covering my mouth between my moans and muffled whimpers” you continue saying things like that “you’re so much tighter than your mum” “I love your tight pussy it’s all mine” “you’re mine don’t ever forget it”

This is one example

Next day drop off at school forcing me to give you head with my school backpack and outfit on

Us laying on the couch and you reading my diary catching me and basically using me with a slash obsession finding out I have a boyfriend at school and becoming enraged you spank me while fingering my pussy and pulling my hair

There are so many things and situations but the core theme is your obsession of my youth

And ownership

You own me

Well my lips are so swollen from typing that I’m just surprised you wouldn’t want to do this haven’t said anything like this I mean you have and it’s made me weak in the knees but it gets much darker….inviting Maddie over and she’s sleeping and you’re temperate checking both of us we are OBLIVIOUS to the entire experience the entire experience is purely for your satisfaction and your perverse illegal pleasure. Have you seen Lolita? If not go watch it.

Watch it TONIGHT.

Understand

Please.

And watch the Dominique swain one

I watched this at 14 and she is an amalgamation of who I am

This is so frustrating because I’ve been saying isn’t this exactly your kink but just slightly twinged

God imagine if my subs ever saw this filth

And humiliation. And degradation. Control. Dominance. All of it

I feel like I have been clear

I brushed my teeth but I used your brush

Yep and saying stuff like the dialogue switch is important it goes from this is a game to actually no it’s not and you’re not safe I’m in full control of you

🙄 what now

I don’t care about the rules I like the taste of yours

Just got off phone with ambulance. Mum overdosed. They had to assess me chest pains wise speak soon

No it’s standard brb

Hey

‎Voice call, ‎26 min

YES! you get rest after too ❤️
I’ll probably be up for a while because cortisol but you sleep darling xxxxx (if can’t sleep lmk how it went) xxxxx

The instagram got banned first though but yeah :)

I adore u more

No I actually like that you adore me more

My best relationships worked best when that is the combo but I love how open you are about it all

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Stay single for a while…. 👀

Excuse meeeee

I am absolutely same

I’m the same. I sent that message before I got the voice note.

So then, as soon as I was listening to the voice note, I was like whoops

I don’t want to ruin your sleep. You go back to sleep. I’m just editing. Btw you look gorgeous

Seriously don’t stay up instead of sleeping we have nothing but all the time in the world all I’m doing is sleeping

EDITING***

Haha but I do love sleep

With Ellie

The not so empress

You’re referring to Ellie tho right?

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High school behaviour maybe

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I just re-listened to the voice note I sent you because I was thinking what the hell did I just say? And considering I’m talking about several diagnosis regarding personality disorders listening back to myself I’m kind of like yeah ha ha.

Do u listen on 1.5x?

Really????

You listen on 1x?

Because I talk so slow

Yeah like duel?

Dual*

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LOVE

AND I love that I have the privilege of being trusted by the people around me, it would destroy me if they didn’t come to me for stuff

That’s where my psych has said. You need to find your voice more because energy and intuition wise I feel as though when I struggle I just know this is a fact in the family when I get wobbly everyone becomes wobbly.

Whereas if one other person on their own gets wobbly, we can all still handle it if me or Dad go wobbly I’m just using that word. I don’t know why then everyone would become undone.

So fortunately, he and I have never been undone at the same time strategically

It’s one of the reasons I checked back into rehab so often even though I’ve not relapsed

Because that way I can reset myself and the family don’t have to see that I can lean on nurses and I can share internal struggles

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By the way this whole time I was editing thinking why hasn’t he gotten back to me? Didn’t realise you’d sent the message LOL.

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Oh wow

Mt internet was fucked I only am just seeing this!!

Yeah bloody hell let’s try!

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Oh trueeeeeee

I’ll try log in & show you what it says.

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I’m so mad you can keep typing but I need to literally calm down. I’m physically shaking. I don’t think you understand how fucking like triggering this is like this can cause me to relapse. I don’t think you understand at all.

No you don’t

Best you’re going to fucking get

WHAT DO YOU MEAN

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Just fucking Google it yourself. You don’t get it I don’t know how you don’t get it. Nick had me do this for 4 years straight you may have seen results. I know I’m not stupid enough to listen to someone that says here sign this contract here we will reinstate this and nothing fucking happens it makes me feel like I’m going crazy I am trying to move on from Nick I am trying to be positive I don’t have any photos videos and looking having to click on articles is triggering I want to drink and I’ve been sober 10 years I don’t want to look in the past

Unless I’m fully relapsed I’m not looking at old shit I don’t want to do it

I just honestly can’t stop crying

So I don’t know what this guy wante

I can’t find anything

It’s really upsetting I’m just thinking of being unwell and so much regret so much regret so much regret so much regret

What are you talking about

It’s in the video

I did the phone number

And the email?!

Did you not see it ?????

No they’re 2 different videos. I type in 0432415576 and it signs me into the Facebook I have now

It’s on the video. Up there

Tell mark I wish he was dead

Great amazing fantastic

Obviously don’t say that

I feel like I’m crashing out over the past and the hurt and pain and regret in general no one is here so it’s not pointed at you and also I feel like to be fair I must have given like 89 warnings saying this hurts I don’t want to do this I don’t like it

No but I don’t know what the fuck to do I don’t know how to help. First I’m drugged by a doctor that gets fired then I’m addicted to Suboxone then I spend years trying to kill myself bleeding from self harm in half my fucking videos being pressured by Nick to do more then I literally try to end my life and can’t even do that right don’t take enough pills have a dad that cares too fucking much put the whole family through agony introduce my sister to a narcissist don’t talk to my family for years. Sister gets beaten for 4 years because I introduced them. She goes bankrupt because of him. They all start doing their websites because they follow their stupid older sister and then we all lose our platforms that we had built up over a decade, with it our identity then the other sister is raped by my fiancé then I really really take a dive, dad drags me to a clinic 22’ since then I have been asked to pay I have emails daily telling me they can get it back this isn’t just a page it’s a whole fucking mess

Okay so how do I find what mark jefferies so desperately needs

Great. So it’ll be fantastic to watch you lose $15k that won’t sting

Yeah, I used to be like that too

I think you need to talk to dad about understanding me on this stuff unless you can understand it point blank because we collectively as a family have only been good for one and a half months I keep saying six months but it’s not been six months. It has been one month and a half.

This is this fucking MORNING

my baby sister is in rehab

I caused this

No. They literally follow exactly what I do. This was my fault. Reality is just reality. And we all have to tell ourselves lies to justify the horrible truth that in the past we did the wrong thing to other people. And I didn’t just harm myself, I harmed 3 girls that when they get older they will likely realise the truth of that. Until then, I will have to continue my own justification that sure “it’s their responsibility” even though they don’t have a mum and I’m the eldest.

I’m hoping in the shower

Xx

Sure

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Gooooood morning darling

Hiiiii ☺️

That’s what i like to hear

I’m feeling great good sleep

Hwhwhwahhwhaa that’s so me

Exactly it does feel like that

Oh I slept goooood

Wow

Amazing I’m just doing a quick edit to post and then yeah you and Becca and me will keep updated in the group chat. Send it out to everyone.

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Don’t believe in banishing. He left of his own accord. He can come back when he is ready.

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That makes me really happy

I feel so safe with you

Yes I have got that vibe from the start

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1.3 million

I know, and I pretty much dating anyway

You can say we’re not you don’t have to but I’m dating you. You don’t have to say you’re dating me.

I love that you get my humour straight away

I was actually gonna say earlier today we need to do another session if that’s okay. What are they called? Yeah session.

How would you like me to send these?

Okay, I just need to AirDrop them to my phone and then I can AirDrop them. Oh no not AirDrop send them straight in here.

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This was the exact reason my Facebook was disabled. It didn’t ever actually give me a reason.

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What’s ur email

I know the fucking data is not going to be there

I just know

Yeah.

Yep.

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Did you get? Is that a screenshot or an email? All I’m doing is typing Facebook and I’m just boarding every fucking thing that says Facebook.

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[email protected] (.au)
**********

Click message phone

When you’re in

Why

Yes

Text

269079

You block & delete my number

I never hear from you lol

Whatever go for it. Nothing fun in there

I was making a ha ha

I prefer Alabama orrrrrnsomethjng you haven’t come up with yet

Exsctly

No I don’t like blonde

I like favourite

I like babe when it’s serious & in a rush. I like darling when romantic. I like El when you need a favour or sucking up to me. Ellie-Jean meh. I think my most favourite is ellll or sexual good girl (rare)

ELL fire of my lions maybe

Is that the term? Whatever the proper term is

Not lions

I know Siri

Hahaha

Thank you, for being you. I don’t know what I’d do without you

I got my period today 😂

It was “coming”

Officially came today

I can’t hear you :( but I like the song playing tho

I liked it

I’m going to take a depression nap

I’ll speak to you in halfa

I will gorgeous

Fuck you’re so adorable

Yeah cheers. The thing is those screenshots are like. Long long long gone

Maybe sign into my iCloud if you want lolv

Push back on mark?

He really shouldn’t need the complaints

I did!

Google how to get old WhatsApp messages back

That’s the only way I’m going to be able to get them

Messages to Nick

Uhhhhhhh

No. Push back on him. I was fucking deactivated and it felt personal

I wasn’t posting by that point on instagram either

Yeah that’s what I’m saying ☺️

Oh btw what’s the update on the reality tv

I’ll adore you more if you get it back

Pulling all my feelings into this for nothing is sorr

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Noah

Jess

How awkward

Like you all sat on the couch

Oh okay

Brains been fucked by porn

Can’t even understand a family watching a movie together

Ohhh one of those ppl

You know it’s not me

Okay

You’re welcome

Thanks for being trustworthy

Thank you

Speak soon babe x

You don’t mind?

Okay but it’s hard because you’re always so busy

Oh thank gosh what are we going to do will you read to me

Also I’m 8/10/12

Deal with it

I didn’t mean thwt

I take it back

Ohh

Another lesson?

Okay

The boys at school are teasing me they gave me a wedgie

It’s not my fault

Noo I don’t want to they hurt and plus I just wanted to look cool so I stole moms thong it was just this once I won’t do it again daddy

Why

Fine

Okay okay okay go I’m ready

Owwchh what’s the point of this I’m just going to do it again

I’m sorry

I’m sorry daddy

I didn’t mean it

I’ll put them back in her drawer I’m taking them off now here you can have them if you want

Ummmmmm 6?

I’m bad at mass

Okay I’ll be good

1….

2…

NO!!!!!!!!

I don’t know what’s wrong with me

Ummm okay I’m learning I promise

7…

What?

I don’t know daddy I thought you said we were boyfriend and girlfriend i just wanted to impress you

Okay

Fine uhhhhh

Be gentle please daddy I’m scared

Yes I want a boyfriend

I’m sorry I’m sorry I’ll do better

💍 above^^^^^^^ to all keep going

I’m sorry

You’re hurting me

I’ll try

Ouch ouch daddy please stop

Thank you daddy

It hurts I can’t stop crying I’m sorry

Next time??

Okay wow

I told everyone at school I had a boyfriend I was right

I do

I think I have an allergic reaction to something

My cheeks and my lips are red & swollen

Shouldn’t I go to a hospital?

Tell them so they can figure out what caused this

Oh

I have never ever ever been like this. It’s like two even lines

I came so hard

Yes I know I’ve never done this over text and I don’t know what I want to hear until I hear it

From what I can gather basically everything was good. But I seem to like when u bring up age

You can say whatever you want

As long as you remember my age

Yes exactly

And I was in trouble off rip what’s the go with that haha

No

Don’t ever ever ever say that

Its role play

Why can’t you be like every other guy and just want to fuck an underage girl?

Yes

Yeah but I still don’t think you’re getting it

As hard as I came as flushed as I am

I want you to be kind

The nasty stuff is what you’re building towards

So it’s like no no no you’re fine this is safe sit on my lap sit on my cock

And then like keep sucking your thumb

Yeah well I just got like 15 lashings for trying to be your girlfriend :(

No. Hard

Hard hair pulling

Yes. Always gentle clit rubs

That’s of course

Mention age as much as you can

Grade grade 3

Yeah me too

I hope so

At the core what makes me cum, it that I’m that age, and you are absolutely doing the wrong thing

And you’re obsessed with it. Like we have bonding sessions and parent teacher conferences where in front of people you’re fingering me/rubbing my clit under my skirt hidden by your other arm and the desk

You come into my room and fuck my tiny tiny pussy and give me a cream pie then pull my pants up and drive me to school

I play video games on the floor legs swinging no undies on and your sitting on the couch touching yourself

Of course I’m fucking goood

It’s you who could be like no fuck this you’re a twisted girl I’m out

Acts of soft gentle kindness mixed in with pounding spanking going down on me waiting until mom falls asleep and I’m bouncing on top of you in bed while she’s asleep next to us

Like she lowk knows

But she’s such a bird she just puts up with it I guess

Yes

Yes so sometimes I’m confused mostly I’m infatuated

Sometimes I’m in pain and I cry because I don’t understand

Watch Lolita

Be like hey Noah hahahaha come watch this movie my ~9 year old daughter ~ my twisted as fuck girlfriend ordered me to watch it to have a better understanding of what she wants me to do to her

Well also too…

Yeah and I’m heading to sleep

Vladimir Nabokov who wrote it I’m surprised you have no idea about this film or book

Okay okay

I was like for someone like Zach to have no idea is confusing

Do you prefer Zac or Zach

Do you prefer step daddy or daddy

I fucking knew it

I almost said it

Night daddy

And drive me to school?

Oh. Okay. I’m sleepy🥱

Talk later babe xx

I’m so fucking into you. Night baby

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I’ll make sure I do. Did you pack me an extra pair of panties today? Just in case for later XXX

Why were you going through my panties draw late last night?
Wereee u making sure I had an extra pair for today at skool?? XXX

Ohh thanks Daddy! I can’t text Mr Elliot is calling on me 🙋‍♀️ wonder what he’s gonna show me after class speak later XXX

I know daddy 😇

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Ahhh your voice is so fucking hot 🥵